The Paul G. Quinnett Lived Experience Writing Competition
Since 2015, the American Association of Suicidology, in collaboration with the QPR Institute, has invited suicide attempt survivors to submit personal essays reflecting on survival, hope, and recovery from suicidal ideation and attempts. These narratives deepen public understanding of suicide survivorship and contribute to more informed conversations within the field of suicide prevention.
2025 Winners
- First Place: The Falcon, the Sea-Glass, the Dog, and…Santa Claus? by Kataline Gille
- Second Place: Tomorrow will be the day I die by Carrie Badillo
- Third Place: When Silence Nearly Killed Me by Dan Fendley
Please check back for 2026 submission details.
Questions? Email communications@suicidology.org.
Submission Guidelines
Eligibility
The Paul G. Quinnett Lived Experience Writing Competition is open to individuals who have experienced suicidal ideation and/or suicide attempt(s). Previous participants may resubmit previously submitted work. Previous winning authors are not eligible to submit new or previously submitted entries.
The Paul G. Quinnett Lived Experience Writing Competition is committed to centering marginalized voices. We welcome submissions from individuals harmed by the mental health system or psychiatric industrial complex, people with disabilities, members of LGBTQIA+ communities, and individuals from historically underrepresented backgrounds.
Essay Requirements
- Word Limit: 2,500 words
- Font: Times New Roman or Open Sans
- Font Size: 12-point
- Spacing: Double-spaced
- Margins: 1 inch
Poetry, creative fiction, and biography are not accepted.
Language Guidelines
Entries must:
- Use “died by suicide” rather than “committed suicide”
- Avoid terms such as “unsuccessful” or “failed” attempt
- Refrain from graphic descriptions of suicide attempts
Awards & Recognition
The top three submissions are recognized annually. Winners receive a cash award, a commemorative plaque, and recognition on the AAS website, social media, and in a press release. Winners are also honored during the AAS Annual Conference. If in attendance, conference registration and one hotel night are provided.
Funding supports prize awards and administrative costs associated with the competition.
Prize Amounts:
- First Place: $1,500.00
- Second Place: $1,000.00
- Third Place: $500.00
Judging Process
Submissions are reviewed on a double-blind basis. Neither entrants nor judges are informed of participant identities during evaluation. Each entry is reviewed by at least two volunteer judges, who are randomly assigned. Judges include professional writers, writing instructors, and members of the suicidology community.
Scoring
Submissions are rated on a scale of 1–5 (no decimals permitted). The combined scores determine final placement. Due to time constraints, written feedback is not provided.
Evaluation Criteria
Judges assess entries based on the following:
- Increases public understanding of the experiences of suicidal individuals
- Challenges the field to think about suicide survivorship in new ways
- Demonstrates compelling, engaging writing accessible to a broad audience
Waiver & Confidentiality
Authors must waive copyright restrictions and grant AAS permission to reproduce and publish submitted work.
To preserve the integrity of the judging process, identifying names of individuals or organizations are redacted prior to review. Authors are encouraged to consider conversations with individuals who may be named, as winning submissions are publicly accessible.
Past Winners
2024
- First Place: The Ghost I Became by Alec Williams
- Second Place: Unbroken: Rising from Trauma and Finding Purpose by Caitlin Ruzycky
- Third Place: Sunrises and Sunflowers by Bethany Lemons
2023
- First Place: Untitled by Phoenix Wang
- Second Place: Blindsided by Elizabeth Beasley
- Third Place: Battling the Echoes of Darkness by Emily Bernier
2022
- First Place: Enough by Shawnna Holweger
- Second Place: A Promise by Teresa Theophano
- Third Place: Hurt Child, Fractured Adult by Katrina Garcia
2021
- First Place: Moments of Possible: Queer Joy, Resilience & Community as Suicide Prevention by Silen Wellington
- Second Place: Fragile Like A… by Amanda Stein
- Third Place: The Survivors of Suicide: A Story of Transformational Resilience by Denise Williams
2020
- First Place: Flickering Light by Christy Curro
- Second Place: Are We Ready For This Yet? by Kim Bryan
- Third Place: Once Upon a Craniotomy by Ashley Boyd Fermin
2019
- First Place: Beautiful Swan by Olya Nakonechny
- Second Place: Something Like Happy by Daniel Garcia
- Third Place: Insignificant Moments by Ursula Delgadillo
2018
- First Place: To Feel Myself Beloved by Leah Harris
- Second Place: A Picture Album by Meghan Caughey
- Third Place: Suicide Recovery: From the Floor Up by Laura Mayer
2017
- First Place: Developing Power by Jess Stohlmann-Rainey
- Second Place: The Sentence by Kristin Drouin
- Third Place: The Wicked Awesome Wish List by Tracy L. Medeiros
2016
- First Place: Baltering from Bedlam by Ashley Loftin
- Second Place: The 5 Year Plan by Zachary Kluckman
- Third Place: Reclaiming My Voice by Emily Lupsor
2015
- First Place: Redeemed by Dese’Rae L. Stage
- Second Place: No Title by Tricia Ellis
- Third Place: How It Started by Helen Evrard